one day late

i should have written yesterday..but im too tired and sleepy...though i'm sleepy i feel like i am not sleeping well these past few days..i think i have to much worries...

my travelling plans is already not good as i expected it...hehehe...i was hoping i could book for the dalian to guangzhou flight(its cheaper) but it was already sold out and now i will try to book dalian to shenzhen which is late flight 1pm to 5pm...hehehe...so i guess i'll be traveling to macau on evening...so much for trying to do some sightseeing...*sighs*..

arrghh thinking of it..i'll be spending half of my salary for the airplane ticket..huhuhu....i should have booked them earlier..but i dont have okane...so much for that..i was tempted to cancel that trip to macau but my friend would sure be mad as hell..especially now that she is so broken hearted...

i know my friends are better than me..because they are inlove with a real person though its a long distance relationship..unlike me..who is currently obsessed with fangirling tegoshi yuya and NEWS and other pretty bishounens..hahahaa...

yesterday..it seemed i am really tired giving this friend of mine the same advice again and again...it feels like deja vu..i feel sorry for her..at the same time im starting to get pissed off...its the same cycle, she will fell inlove the guy will someway somehow will start to be cold to her and ask for a break up...and she feels like lost...i do know how it feels to be inlove and got rejected...hihihi...im so thankful i can remember it now with a smile and laughing it all away..i can't believe i was 28 or 29 years old then..hahaha no wonder rev was so shocked and decided not to talk to me bwahhahaa...and even broke my heart..(broke daw eh)..but im very thankful for what he did to me...though i was hoping we can be still be friends like the way it used to..but then time heal wounds ika nga...hehehe...so maybe i'll just wait till that time comes..

back to my friend..she said its different now because the guy made her fall inlove and she thinks he's serious...but i dont know..i feel like it will be the same again...we will be travelling to macau next week...hopefully some sense will come into her...and i pray everything will be alright...

hopefully there will be good news for me too when i came from my little break..





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