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just 4 days before turning 35 years old..mwahahha..do i look old and feel old...hmmm probably..i really dont know..just recently i realized a lot of things especially looking at how people around me..goes on with their lives..and how much they grew up...
since april went in...or rather march in boracay after scaredly trying to snorkel..i told myself...i will do a lot of scary things when i turned 35...i will make a list then check out once I am done with it....life should be lived fully...i need to learn that...
i don't really see myself getting married in the next 2 to 5 years..traveling YES.....but lovelife i am not sure...its not that im still moping from my last failed confession...because i know..my main problem is letting go of him be it a friend or someone special..i will be doing both...letting him go as a friend and someone special.....he seems alive and happy with everything that is happening around him...and its a small world..and we still have common friends im sure..i'll get the chance to meet him again..and i am pretty sure he has moved on..i did too..but only half heartedly....everyone who knew that i have fallen inlove with him has already forgotten it..so it should be the case for me to right?????
last week my colleagues tried to ask me what do i wanted for my boyfriend..hehehe or husband..i told them they should be someone who can support my vices...like traveling...and spas...mwahahaha and they told me...i don't think you will ever get married...hehehehehe...i have actually accepted that....especially with new plans going for me by next month...
i will be working again outside the philippines...recently accepted a contract in malaysia...and ironic and deja vu at the same time....i was actually avoiding before this friend of mine..,,deja vu because she was also the one who helped get a job in china and now..she was the one busy looking for the house i will be staying at.....i am not really mad at her..its just some things have gone bad with my association with her but she has proven me always she is a good friend to keep at the end...im looking forward to this new adventure of mine..and hopefully this will be my home for quite a long time...
and Lord I lift everything i have planned up until now...for all my worries and concerns..and always I am grateful for all the blessings you have showered upon me...
just 4 days before turning 35 years old..mwahahha..do i look old and feel old...hmmm probably..i really dont know..just recently i realized a lot of things especially looking at how people around me..goes on with their lives..and how much they grew up...
since april went in...or rather march in boracay after scaredly trying to snorkel..i told myself...i will do a lot of scary things when i turned 35...i will make a list then check out once I am done with it....life should be lived fully...i need to learn that...
i don't really see myself getting married in the next 2 to 5 years..traveling YES.....but lovelife i am not sure...its not that im still moping from my last failed confession...because i know..my main problem is letting go of him be it a friend or someone special..i will be doing both...letting him go as a friend and someone special.....he seems alive and happy with everything that is happening around him...and its a small world..and we still have common friends im sure..i'll get the chance to meet him again..and i am pretty sure he has moved on..i did too..but only half heartedly....everyone who knew that i have fallen inlove with him has already forgotten it..so it should be the case for me to right?????
last week my colleagues tried to ask me what do i wanted for my boyfriend..hehehe or husband..i told them they should be someone who can support my vices...like traveling...and spas...mwahahaha and they told me...i don't think you will ever get married...hehehehehe...i have actually accepted that....especially with new plans going for me by next month...
i will be working again outside the philippines...recently accepted a contract in malaysia...and ironic and deja vu at the same time....i was actually avoiding before this friend of mine..,,deja vu because she was also the one who helped get a job in china and now..she was the one busy looking for the house i will be staying at.....i am not really mad at her..its just some things have gone bad with my association with her but she has proven me always she is a good friend to keep at the end...im looking forward to this new adventure of mine..and hopefully this will be my home for quite a long time...
and Lord I lift everything i have planned up until now...for all my worries and concerns..and always I am grateful for all the blessings you have showered upon me...
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