one month old

Thank God for all the graces and mercy he has showered upon for recent happenings in my life...


now one month in malaysia..i have survived..i remember the week before my expected salary..the only money left on my wallet is 10RM..i said to myself will this be enough until monday...though it got me worried still because i might not have salary yet..but as always GOD IS GOOD..our salary was credited on July 6 and it was more than I expected...thank you thank you Lord...


also the last paycheck i got from my previous company was more than I expected...but well my family is not so having their time for their finances..this only proves...to me..i was the biggest contributor..since i have the biggest salary i guess..


sometimes when i think about it...will i ever finish or save some for myself..but looking back..i dont really know how to save...i am just blaming my family..i hope this time its a different one..somehow my last paycheck was deposited to an account..but i am not sure i will not be able to use..


i hope all my plans with God's grace push through...

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