i have to writeeeeee....

hahahaa...why am surprised my last post here was in january...but at least it is 2013 not 2012 fufufuf....
time has really flies fast...thank God, my contract got renewed so i still have stable job until next year june hehehee or july...

many things have happened...i guess my functional knowledge increased even if it is just a little LOL...

in my life..hahaha im still the old spinster bea...omygod..i am actually admitting it i am a spinster mwahahaha..but eniweis...i still have hopes of loving someone again and being with him for the rest of my life..though sometimes i give up already..it just creeps me during those times when i find real people having love stories hahahaha..i feel lonely....

im thankful for the new friends i have gotten close too..but sometimes im wonder on ....does anyone really like me...hahaha...sometimes i feel like i dunno how to interact to real people haahaha...im not really sure if its because i more into fandom stuff...

but luckily i have found some very wonderful people who are really nice to me...i hope i return the favor of also being wonderful to them...

across my ten years of working i have my friends and gotten closer to a lot of people..some we really drifted apart some really stays...but there are people even if i do catch i cant catch up with them LOL...

maybe i really shoud be a better person, being a friend and a daughter..and a colleague and of course a worker...

hahaha this does not make sense...my jumbled thoughts.....


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