hmm..

hmmmm again...lols...

my heart is restless at this time..i have tried to shake it off..not sure why it keeps coming back..i have already told myself no expectations so no disappointme.why my heart..and mind cannot sync..

i think i understand what did case went through last about a...i have already reached out to her and told her of how i really feel..but i think it was something to be brush off..hehehe..sabi nga ni donna may pagkamaldita..i complained and rant..i should be okay..and i am okay..but why can't my heart and mind let go..

Lord thank you for allowing to experience this pain..and rejected feeling..thank you for giving her to me..as a good friend..thank you for allowing me to be a part of the journey..please help me accept that if i am not part of this journey anymore..i am sorry for not trusting you..lead me where i should be..
please teach my heart to be open..

more than being restless im hurt because of an expectation that should not be there..

i pray for a calm heart and everything will alright..




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