i have learned that....

hehehee...few more days...March is ending..hahaha..first quarter will be done in 30++ days..

anyway...hopefully after i blog it out..it will finally left me...ayaw ko na..para naman akong timang palague na lang nagiisip..ng mga bagay bagay....so basically this is what i learned for the past two weeks into my new home....



even how many times..you've been through ups and down...you will never important to someone all the  time..that's the hard truth im trying to learn for the past year...it's challenge...but i can do it..

dear xxxxxx..i love you my friend...i may not be the one who you always talk too recently...indi man ako ang madalas mong kasama sa lakad mo..di ko sure kung umaalis ka nga..pero i think..i need to forgive myself..sa kung ano man tingin kong kasalanan ko sau..hmmm...i am letting you go..to fly again with your own wings..kahit kita ko indi..at for my sanity's sake..im forgive you for hurting kahit sa tingin mo di mo nasaktan..its hurts you know..you never invite me anymore..kahit simpleng aya for merienda..nada...but i am always thankful naalala mo pa rin ako paminsan minsan..minsan sa pagkanega ko..iniisip ko bored ka na sa akin..lols..or siguro nga drama queen na ako..but then...i realized..i am one good friend and everyone loves me including you...i will trust the Lord for whatever plans he is currently doing now..this is for my best...kahit masaktan ako ng paulit ulit..im sure..i will be numb...din sa pain...don't worry pinagdarasal pa rin kita...i just cant figure out myself..kasi all my closest friends di naman ako kinakausap palague eh baket ako...masyadong apektado sau.....but i can do this....kaya ko eto....thank you for always being there and thank you for the wonderful gift of friendship...marami akong natutunan sau....thanks and thanks a lot...

Lord, suko na ako...di ko na alam kung ano pa dapat kong gawin..para di ako masyadong maapektuhan...it hurts talaga minsan...pero alam ko anjan ka lang...di mo ako pababayaan...kung ano man pinagdadaaanan ko ngaun...kung ano man ang lesson na gusto mong ituro sa akin...tatanggapin ko sia...kasi alam kong anjan ka....grant me the grace to accept the things I cannot change... Thank you Lord...I love you...

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