today i have learned...
today i have learned na ang selfish kong tao...all this time..nageemote ako sa di pagpansin sa akin ng isa kong close friend...then suddenly sia rin ang sumagot..or probably di ko lang nakita agad..unless it was pointed out to me..
recently i have been listening to affirmations, meditation lalo na pag matutulog..because seriously i don't know how to stop thinking about why suddenly you don't talk to me the way it used to be...why before we can talk everything under the sun...at wala na akong time magwork..kakabasa ng mga thoughts mo about him and in life...baket di mo na ako niyaya lumabas or whatever...all those resentments at pagooverthink..only God and donna knows..and donna knows how attached ako sau...minsan sobrang self control talaga para iblurt ko sau how i feel kasi feeling ko ako ung biktima dito..kw yung may kulang...minsan iniisip baka nasa akin ang mali...kasi i dont really make initiative..kung ayaw mo ako kausapin eh di wag...kaya nga selfish...yes..i acknowledge na selfish ako..i didnt see the bigger picture that God is actually showing me...
i heard it also but it made more impact to me when you pointed it out...
sabi nga ni bo sanchez kanina
"when you become the bread that is broken for those who are hungry around you,..meaning you will recognize the presence of Jesus when you get out of your little world of disappointment and questions and doubts...and start looking at the needs of the people around..and break yourself at love''
the underlined words really strucked...i already cried twice today...but it strucked really...all this time i have been selfish..only then did i realize..you are right you are needed by someone today..but not me..God is using you as his instrument because you have been there and will know to comfort her..
i should stop overthinking that i have done something wrong to you...you are just being the servant of God like the way he used me before..and i should be helpful to you rather than judging you...
i will stop being selfish and look at the bigger picture..
thank you Lord...I love you...
recently i have been listening to affirmations, meditation lalo na pag matutulog..because seriously i don't know how to stop thinking about why suddenly you don't talk to me the way it used to be...why before we can talk everything under the sun...at wala na akong time magwork..kakabasa ng mga thoughts mo about him and in life...baket di mo na ako niyaya lumabas or whatever...all those resentments at pagooverthink..only God and donna knows..and donna knows how attached ako sau...minsan sobrang self control talaga para iblurt ko sau how i feel kasi feeling ko ako ung biktima dito..kw yung may kulang...minsan iniisip baka nasa akin ang mali...kasi i dont really make initiative..kung ayaw mo ako kausapin eh di wag...kaya nga selfish...yes..i acknowledge na selfish ako..i didnt see the bigger picture that God is actually showing me...
i heard it also but it made more impact to me when you pointed it out...
sabi nga ni bo sanchez kanina
"when you become the bread that is broken for those who are hungry around you,..meaning you will recognize the presence of Jesus when you get out of your little world of disappointment and questions and doubts...and start looking at the needs of the people around..and break yourself at love''
the underlined words really strucked...i already cried twice today...but it strucked really...all this time i have been selfish..only then did i realize..you are right you are needed by someone today..but not me..God is using you as his instrument because you have been there and will know to comfort her..
i should stop overthinking that i have done something wrong to you...you are just being the servant of God like the way he used me before..and i should be helpful to you rather than judging you...
i will stop being selfish and look at the bigger picture..
thank you Lord...I love you...
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