world's crumbling down...

i am not sure if too much worrying over something can really turned out the worst of everything...from my previous post...i was like happy because my manager dawned a light on my dark future...

i guess too much blabbering about it...will have the opposite effect..or maybe i think positively too much or expected too much..

here i am..thinking everything is going to be fine..but alas...its not happening...plans made will be changed...

i dont have problems staying here in china until march since my visa is until that time...and i hope i have enough time to find another new job..

i will miss all the wonderful people i have met here...its now my comfort zone...even though i could not understanding a thing to what the people are talking about...i can say i can live here even for another 3 to 5 years if God will permit me...

*sighs*

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