esep esep...
hay...i just have to let this out...they are really many things bugging me..im glad there are tons of tego stuff for me to make me calm and sane..bwahahahaha
my housemate sent me a message thru YM because she thought im assuming that they wanted me to leave the house when they came back after she gave birth...hahaha..wag na magpanggap..magtagalog na bwahahaha...
ayun nagworry sia kasi baka daw isipin ko pinapaalis nila ako...kasi nga sabi nia kahapon sa lunch eh yun nga paguusapan namin yung bahay after nia manganak kasi magdala sila ng kasama sa bahay...our apartment has two rooms only..one master bedroom and my room...di naman masama loob ko...pero isa yon sa mga bagay na iniisip ko...hehehehe...workwise im not sure kung hanggang kelan ang set up na ganito sa team namin...at this point of time..i have accepted the fact that maybe i won't be even here next year...i only extended my contract for a year...at the start of the year i was really hoping i could be directly hired...but when i came back after my macau trip, i was supposed to have a deboard already..luckily and THANK GOD I was able to extend my contract with my contractor and stay at the same team...but im not sure what will happen when the time comes again..but I promised myself it won't be the same again...i will have to make a lot of options to choose from...
honestly speaking i still wanted to stay in dalian..hehehe i mean im used to the pace of life here..pero ang di ko alam eh kung i am still willing to stay at my team doing the same thing...or maybe try another company..at sa totoo lang i still wanted to travel korea and japan from here hehehe....talagang bagsak sa ganun...
pero ang alam ko...gusto ko na magwork for me...i mean i dont want to think about so much about my family..mejo napapagod lang ako...i do enjoy my own salary pero i still have to worry about my family..ewan ko nakatatak na ata eto sa akin bwhahaha...pero yun lang naman...di ko pa rin sure kung ano talaga mangyayari..di ko naman basta na lang pwedeng iiwan sa ere ang family ko..at the same i still wanted something for myself since im not really getting any younger...
ayan tama na ang emote wahehehe...
my housemate sent me a message thru YM because she thought im assuming that they wanted me to leave the house when they came back after she gave birth...hahaha..wag na magpanggap..magtagalog na bwahahaha...
ayun nagworry sia kasi baka daw isipin ko pinapaalis nila ako...kasi nga sabi nia kahapon sa lunch eh yun nga paguusapan namin yung bahay after nia manganak kasi magdala sila ng kasama sa bahay...our apartment has two rooms only..one master bedroom and my room...di naman masama loob ko...pero isa yon sa mga bagay na iniisip ko...hehehehe...workwise im not sure kung hanggang kelan ang set up na ganito sa team namin...at this point of time..i have accepted the fact that maybe i won't be even here next year...i only extended my contract for a year...at the start of the year i was really hoping i could be directly hired...but when i came back after my macau trip, i was supposed to have a deboard already..luckily and THANK GOD I was able to extend my contract with my contractor and stay at the same team...but im not sure what will happen when the time comes again..but I promised myself it won't be the same again...i will have to make a lot of options to choose from...
honestly speaking i still wanted to stay in dalian..hehehe i mean im used to the pace of life here..pero ang di ko alam eh kung i am still willing to stay at my team doing the same thing...or maybe try another company..at sa totoo lang i still wanted to travel korea and japan from here hehehe....talagang bagsak sa ganun...
pero ang alam ko...gusto ko na magwork for me...i mean i dont want to think about so much about my family..mejo napapagod lang ako...i do enjoy my own salary pero i still have to worry about my family..ewan ko nakatatak na ata eto sa akin bwhahaha...pero yun lang naman...di ko pa rin sure kung ano talaga mangyayari..di ko naman basta na lang pwedeng iiwan sa ere ang family ko..at the same i still wanted something for myself since im not really getting any younger...
ayan tama na ang emote wahehehe...
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