hmmm...

i think its been a long time..since i visited or drop a note here..well..blame it to my fangirling..i usually check out LJ...i have my rants there about fangirling..and sometimes life...hihihi...and well..blogspot is still blocked in china...

so many things have happened from that time..but of course it was march..i turned *toot* years old in May...LOL...and i think i got a memorable birthday...i had a birthday cake!!!..finally after many years of waiting...errr..i dont remember having cake during my tenure at acn...last year when i went back to the Phils..my barkada did not gave me a cake hihihi....

see its cute...i thanked my dalian family for giving me this cake...
june came in..and wow..it was already half of 2010...and its time to take actions...i decided to sent out my resumes...i've got a few initial call..but none final hihihi...hopefully before i go home in december...with God's mercy..i will land on a new job...seriously im looking forward to the day i'll tender my resignation...
i can't help it..how many people has left this team...around 6 perhaps..one was a direct subordinate of mine...i told myself if they can leave..why can't I....well of course they have new jobs so i guess i can leave if I have a new job (^_^)..
july comes...and yes...6 months to go..before december...hahahaha...and i decided to take exercising seriously..errr..hopefully i can keep up...give me will..but im happy that somehow..i have gotten used to it...hihihi...tomorrow is the 4th or 5th day im doing hip hop abs..i love the sweat...but i have to be early tomorrow hahahaa...because my works starts early....hihihi...and i plan to do running come next week..because i need to have variations so i can enjoy it..hopefully...swimming too....(let's us see if its cheap)...
aaahhhh I need to learn Japanese huhhu..read, speak and write...what is the best way...*sighs*

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