i hurt

hihihi..i know..its the same title as in my other post in another blog..but well this is a different content...

how come eventhough you know its coming...its doesn't feel the same way when it actually happened...the only person who is left with me on my support team is now resigning...her last day is on the end of july..i saw it coming when she told me last month...that she plan to leave the team..but not yet decided...i knew it...but still doesn't lessen the pain and the sadness i felt when i confirmed it..

i feel like as a co-worker i failed...but i hope i have not....when the year started i told them i will be just finishing the year...and now..its the half of the year..all of them left me....

i wanna think..i dont really have the guts...that's why im stuck here..but my belief that God has something better for me lingers more...i have a lot of plans before i tender my resignation in november..with God's grace i hope i can fullfill them..

good luck to me and to all my support team who somehow made my stay in the team worthwhile..thank you...

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