*sighs*
hahaha..its the ber months already..and yes...nasa healing? process pa rin ako sabi ni donna...ang funny lang..i dont really take it to heart kapag kay donna galing yung mga hirit..but then kapag galing kay teh hmmm..mejo sensitive ang lola mo...
hhahaha..here i am again..nagooverthinking...since the weekend..di kami masyadoh nagkakachikahan..i never even bothered to ask how was their cherating..hahhahaa...ewan ko..umandar na naman sumpong ko...and well baka andon na naman ako sa point na...ayaw kong makipagusap..lols..
eniwei..sabi nga sa nabasa ko..
"With mindfulness, gratitude and detachment, you can less the pain. Mindful awareness is recognizing EVERYTHING in your life and asking yourself “Who would I be without such and such?” Detachment is recognizing that certain concepts have a grip on your identity and just loosening the grip before you don’t need them completely. Gratitude is enjoying the things in your life, appreciating them but awareness realizing they don’t make you or break you."
galing noh..i need to detach myself..sabi pa nga ni singlewoman..you need to lose yourself in order to find yourself...im still asking the Lord why i got really affected this time..i mean...tlaga bang itinaas nia to that level...or isa lang akong malaking assumera...at this point..i have so many negative things na naiisip..this and that...Thank God marunong ako magdasal..masakit sia minsan lalo na kapag naiisip ko...pero tama yung message na yan sa taas..i should be mindfully aware who would i be without her ..ako pa rin ba si bea...or si ate bia...and im still ate bia...na may pagkanti social..hahahaha...maybe she got the chance to pull me out for a while..pero i think i will always go back to being that bea..na nanonood lang ng kdrama and other asian dramas..can go her own na mga lakwatsa..and if you don't invite me..its okay...if invited at bet ko magjoin sasama ako..ako pa rin si bea..na di clingy....and yes..i have to detached myself...they will always be there as my friend..im sure of it...and i should really be thankful..i had the chance to be part of their life and journey...
malapit na etong matapos...i know i will come out stronger out of this...and i know God will always be there for me...he didn't give this to me..for me crumple and lose a valuable friendship na sia rin gumawa...i just need to trust in him and be patient...
hhahaha..here i am again..nagooverthinking...since the weekend..di kami masyadoh nagkakachikahan..i never even bothered to ask how was their cherating..hahhahaa...ewan ko..umandar na naman sumpong ko...and well baka andon na naman ako sa point na...ayaw kong makipagusap..lols..
eniwei..sabi nga sa nabasa ko..
"With mindfulness, gratitude and detachment, you can less the pain. Mindful awareness is recognizing EVERYTHING in your life and asking yourself “Who would I be without such and such?” Detachment is recognizing that certain concepts have a grip on your identity and just loosening the grip before you don’t need them completely. Gratitude is enjoying the things in your life, appreciating them but awareness realizing they don’t make you or break you."
galing noh..i need to detach myself..sabi pa nga ni singlewoman..you need to lose yourself in order to find yourself...im still asking the Lord why i got really affected this time..i mean...tlaga bang itinaas nia to that level...or isa lang akong malaking assumera...at this point..i have so many negative things na naiisip..this and that...Thank God marunong ako magdasal..masakit sia minsan lalo na kapag naiisip ko...pero tama yung message na yan sa taas..i should be mindfully aware who would i be without her ..ako pa rin ba si bea...or si ate bia...and im still ate bia...na may pagkanti social..hahahaha...maybe she got the chance to pull me out for a while..pero i think i will always go back to being that bea..na nanonood lang ng kdrama and other asian dramas..can go her own na mga lakwatsa..and if you don't invite me..its okay...if invited at bet ko magjoin sasama ako..ako pa rin si bea..na di clingy....and yes..i have to detached myself...they will always be there as my friend..im sure of it...and i should really be thankful..i had the chance to be part of their life and journey...
malapit na etong matapos...i know i will come out stronger out of this...and i know God will always be there for me...he didn't give this to me..for me crumple and lose a valuable friendship na sia rin gumawa...i just need to trust in him and be patient...
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